Friday, December 11, 2009

My journey of love

Well last year's august i met her at Ocean Spa. I didn't think i had any chance with her. Turns out she felt the same with me. well we started talking and
then humouring, then flirting then me showing off haha. A couple days later we decided to go with her best mate and my mate who were going out with each other
(her best mate + my mate = couple) into Napier. We started walking around town and everything just clicked. We started holding hands, walking through
town staring at each other every now and then. It just felt like we were meant to be together. we didn't even ask each other out we knew what we wanted
and then we had it. A few days after our first date her mum took her to australia. but i didn't really care she was going there cause i had this feeling,
this instinct that we would be together again. i thought it was only gonna be for a few months but weeks turned to months and before i knew it it had been a year.
she left on the 19th of august 2008. she returns on sunday the 13th of december. it's been 1 year, 4 weeks and 2 days since she was in New Zealand
she comes back in 2 days
i want to scream it to the world
there was one point when we both thought we wouldn't see each other again. But we kept talking when we could, me helping her through the tough times.
being the rock and now it all pays off
to me it's like winning the lotto of life. There was a very slim chance of me being the winner, all the odds agaisnt me and i won
remembering everything we did on the first date
everything that happened at ocean spa
everything that happend on the journey
i love her and she loves me. right now it's the only thing that matters
the journey started long and strenuous. now i only hope we can begin anew with strengthened feelings.
a new beginning can only exist at the ending of an old beginning. i hope we never have to end this one

If you find love and you know in your heart it's meant to be, don't let it go. it will be the most rewarding feeling in the world. don't ever take love as a game of fools and dramatics. i was never dramatic and i was never a fool. if you think it is for dramatics and fools. then i must be the most dramatic and the biggest fool