My journey of love

Well last year's august i met her at Ocean Spa. I didn't think i had any chance with her. Turns out she felt the same with me. well we started talking and

then humouring, then flirting then me showing off haha. A couple days later we decided to go with her best mate and my mate who were going out with each other

(her best mate + my mate = couple) into Napier. We started walking around town and everything just clicked. We started holding hands, walking through

town staring at each other every now and then. It just felt like we were meant to be together. we didn't even ask each other out we knew what we wanted

and then we had it. A few days after our first date her mum took her to australia. but i didn't really care she was going there cause i had this feeling,

this instinct that we would be together again. i thought it was only gonna be for a few months but weeks turned to months and before i knew it it had been a year.

she left on the 19th of august 2008. she returns on sunday the 13th of december. it's been 1 year, 4 weeks and 2 days since she was in New Zealand

she comes back in 2 days

i want to scream it to the world

there was one point when we both thought we wouldn't see each other again. But we kept talking when we could, me helping her through the tough times.

being the rock and now it all pays off

to me it's like winning the lotto of life. There was a very slim chance of me being the winner, all the odds agaisnt me and i won

remembering everything we did on the first date

everything that happened at ocean spa

everything that happend on the journey

i love her and she loves me. right now it's the only thing that matters

the journey started long and strenuous. now i only hope we can begin anew with strengthened feelings.

a new beginning can only exist at the ending of an old beginning. i hope we never have to end this one

If you find love and you know in your heart it's meant to be, don't let it go. it will be the most rewarding feeling in the world. don't ever take love as a game of fools and dramatics. i was never dramatic and i was never a fool. if you think it is for dramatics and fools. then i must be the most dramatic and the biggest fool

The Dark, The Rain and The Run

Last night I went for a run at about 8:45.
I had no reason just had a lot of energy.
I had had dinner about 1 and a half hours earlier and I felt the food and the liquid swish around, the body trying to do it's thing while I was trying to make it do something else.
When I left the house it was kinda dark, you could clearly see houses without the need of the orange glow but the sun was unseen

about 3 mins into the run it started raining and I thought it would stop, ease up and let me do my thing
It didn't, about another 10 mins in it started getting harder, louder, causing my eyes to be squinting and winking and getting worse because the light was darker.
I was passing by the Knightsbridge round-about and a car came and I sped up so i wouldn't get run over. I continued on trying to do my own thing while I was being distracted by the rain, becoming anxious in the dark and being motivated by cars who saw this white teenager running directly past them.
I pushed on further, going down Mission Road I passed my cousins house. Lights on, he's definitely in his room I thought to myself.
I was pushing down Church Road, over the bridge I saw 2 male teens and 1 female teen smoking, trying to fish and one of the guys trying to get "some" and failing...

I laughed, carried on and arrived home at about 9:07

From this run I found that there is a lesson to be learned.
No matter what distracts you, no matter what tries to blind or fool you and no matter what scares you there is always a motivator and something to humour yourself near the end to help you do your OWN thing.
The funny thing could be something you did during the journey or you simply thinking why didn't I do this earlier

Life is full of these examples, whether it be following a religion, trying to lose weight or get healthy, or meeting new people and getting out there to show your true self

"Meeting new people and getting out there to show your true self"
Ask yourself why you don't want to show your true self to people. That's all other people want.

The Distraction = Judgement
The Scare = Judgement
The Motivator = Yourself
The Funny = Why didn't I do this earlier

First Post

Hey guys welcome to this post which you probably won't see

Life is confusing in many ways but the way that confuses me the most is the misjudgment of labeling people.

They don't wait to see whether they are good, bad or even neutral people.

They base them on how they look and what they do.

They may be dressed in black for a perfectly good reason or may have had to get a job at the mortuary.

By looking at them and judging them is not how you find out a true person's personality.

You find it by talking to the person, socializing with them and being a good person by asking questions, answering questions and be understanding.

No good comes out of assuming how a person acts, out of assuming how they think or what they think of you.

They may look angry or upset but they may not be. Their facial muscles may be configured like that.

Or people that may be disabled or handicapped (yes I know they're the same)

They don't want to be judged or assumed. They want friends, family and colleagues just like you and I.

All I have to say now is.

Next time you see someone, don't just look at them and think "Oh he looks gumby, I'm not gonna talk to him... retard." Think how good a person they may be, think hey they may positively affect your life, or even others lives.
I'm sure that you have been judged and assumed of by others. Or think how it hurts them, if it were inflicted on you

Think, how did it feel? How would it feel?
I could even go to the extreme by saying that by judging people your socially handicapping them.

"Don't condemn others, and God won't condemn you. God will be as hard on you as you are on others. He will treat you exactly as you treat them.
You can see the speck in your friend's eye, but you don't notice the log in your own eye. How can you say 'My friend. let me take the speck out of your eye,' when you don't see the log in your own eye?"